Vlogmas Day 4 | Host: Dr. Qui

After a long day, Dr. Qui sits down to answer questions from the bowl. Todays question, "How do you give credit to someone when credit is due?" At the end of the, check out footage of Dr. Qui and SiSi picking up Bentley Worthington the Fourth.

Vlogmas Day 3 | Host Dr. Qui

Dr. Qui goes takes food and blankets to the homeless. She also answers today's question "How do you express your core values?"

Vlogmas Day 2 | Host: Dr. Qui

Dr. Qui introduces her family and answers the question "How did you get into Ministry?

My Five Senses Right Now

Sight: I'm currently in my office as I use voice to text to type this blog. What I see is my computer, video camera screen, supplies and the other things inside my office. I work inside my church. So I also have a few of the outside of the sanctuary and a little window that displays trees that line the street of Inglewood

Hearing: my church also has a school on campus. So I hear the sounds of kids playing and teachers teaching. We're also very close to a main street as I type this I hear the sounds of sirens. The police are quickly headed somewhere! This is pretty normal around here though.

Taste: I taste coffee. I have a cup of coffee every morning as I sit at my desk and listen to voicemails and return emails. Right now I taste the wonderous taste of coffee. I do consider caffeine a gift from God! LOL and I enjoyed regularly.

Smell: I smell the Glorious fragrance of freshly brewed coffee. I also smell the aroma of my air freshener. My office smells really good because I have air fresheners delivered every other week. I've gotten pretty spoiled with those. I had an amazing Cintas delivery guy, who was a real hottie LOL, who made sure I had a fresh-smelling office consistently. He was eventually promoted, no longer works with me. But when he left, he ensured that every delivery guy after him will continue to deliver my services and spoil me with fragrance.

Touch: I am currently touching my phone! LOL I am writing this as I sit in my office holding my phone as I use voice to text. It's also really cold and my hair is wet so I feel like a little wet puppy.

Pics of me and my babies making silly faces at Youth Church on Sunday.

Bonus Video:

The other day I did a blog about my greatest fears. As a result of that blog, I manifested one of my greatest fears. Here's a little video where I talk about what happened. I decided to also take this time to work on my video talking skills. All things get better with time, right? So here goes nothing! 

Here's a pic of the Butterfly chilling on  the wall in my office.

Blog Challenge

Day 6

10 Songs I Love Right Now

I have a very interesting playlist right now; especially being that I spend most of my travel time with an 11 year old. The other portions of my day are filled with hip-hop and gospel. I recently made a joke that I was where Proverbs 31 and Trap Music converged. No, I'm not 'bout that life (anymore). But here's what I am listening to right now:

Hip-Hop

1. Mi Gente - by Willy William &  J Balvin Featuring Beyouncé

2. Loyalty - Kendrick Lamar ft. Rihanna

3. Believer - Imagine Dragons

4. Unforgettable - French Montana ft. Swae Lee

5. No Problem - Chance The Rapper ft. 2 Chainz & Lil Wayne

6. Logic - 1-800-273-8255 ft. Alessia Cara, Khalid

My Praise & Meditation Songs

7.  Spirit Break Out ft. Trinity Anderson  feat. 

8. He Turned It  - Tye Tribbett

  

9.  1 on 1 - Zacardi Cortez 

10. I Am Light - India.Arie 

31 Day Blog Challenge

Day 5

What am I afraid of?

So... I'll this in two parts. First my tangible real-world fears and the my intangible real life fears.
I am pretty much afraid of all bugs, snake and lizard like creatures. I don't like them. Don't want to see them. I dang'on sure will not touch them. I have had full on panic attacks in the presence of these creatures. I get their purpose and all... But I think life would be much better without them.

Then there's my intangible fears. Ironically, I have both fear of failure and a fear of success. Not sure how I develop the fear of failure. I think it's pretty common and natural for many of us and strive to do great things to have this fear of failure. My fear of success is rooted in the fear of failure. What happens once I'm successful? How do I maintain it? What if I become successful... Only to fail horribly publicly?
I have allowed these two fears to hold stagnant for way too long. Part of why I'm doing this 31 day blog challenge is to get myself out of the box and begin the process removing fears and making success a habit. Practice makes perfect right?
Little by little, I'm taking the steps to remove these two fears from my life. Those tangible fears up top can stay. I'm not tripping off of those! LOL
But this fear of failure and fear of success I've got to go. I've got things to do. And these two jokers are in my way!

I know it won't be easy. And I know it won't happen overnight. But change soon come!

Taking a break from my studies

 this evening to post selfies and blog!

Blog Challenge
Day 4

My Favorite Quote

I have a few favorite quotes, so it's hard to pick just one. Most of them are affirmations that I have used for years.
One is an affirmation I learned from my own Life Coach, Stephanie Alva, a few years back. It says:

I am worthy of love simply because I breathe.

For years I suffered from low self-esteem. As I began to heal myself, I realized that I wasn't living to my fullest potential partly because I didn't realize my own worth. I was allowing myself to stay in toxic relationships and situations because I didn't know my value.

It took a little work... or let's call it effort (work sounds super hard). But I finally got it! Not only am I worthy of love. I am worthy of love, peace, happiness, abundance and anything else my heart desires.

But let me clear. There is nothing so spectacular that makes me worthy of these great things. I'm here. I'm breathing. And it my mere presence that affirms my worth.

I am beautifully and wonderfully made, and I am worthy... Simply because I breathe.

Blog Challenge 

Day 3